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Sunday, July 4, 2010 !@#$% 7:16 AM
ngaww :( im here for you shanny , always remember that. ♥ ever since you left, my life became less interesting, less fun, less life-like, you took my life away with you as you left, leaving nothing but a lonely girl, a lonely girl who dreams of being with her older brother at home getting along fighting non-stop :) ahh those were the days :) looks like time flies when you having fun aye? well im not having fun now :( coz your gone, and you only visit once a fucking year! i mean what a nice brother you are huh? i hope you know that i cry myself to sleep at night sometimes just thinking of the possibilities that one day i'll never be able to see you again, and all that i'll have of you are memories and pictures of you. when i look back at old photos, i think and just wonder why we cant get along as much as we used to, was it because i grew older and started to annoy the living hell out of you? or because you think hanging with your family is social suicide? tell me honestly, why cant we get along like we used to? because right now, we only have a past, possibly no future, and no present memories <3 i miss you kuya, sometimes i wonder if you do to, sometimes i think, 'do you even love me?' your my brother, i dont want to can't lose you, your all that i have, who am i going to turn to during all my troubles? nanay? tatay? i dont think so, you..my kuya, mahal kita kuya. <33 |