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emotions comeback intervention time


Sunday, July 11, 2010 !@#$% 6:24 PM

im having retarted mix emotions day. i dont know why exactly i'm like this or what actually caused it. but today im not feeling myself. i'm feeling like a total different person. like theres another person living inside of me ... an evil person. i havent felt like this in such a long while. i dont even know why im feeling like this once again. i have no idea whats gotten into me today and i really want it to go away.


my mood changes so fast, one minute im all happy then the next minute im all down and depressed like i lost someone i love when i havent. then i feel all angry and pissed off and absolutely nothing or probably some stuff but little things.
then at one stage im hating someone so much i wanna kill that person. then i sit back and ask myself why im being like this .. then get upset about it all over again. i wish i knew the solution to my abnormal mood change. it's really bugging me. and im not in the mood to do anything, talk to anyone but myself. its so overated, and it feels like i have no one but myself to rely on, comfort me , to tell me that everything will be okay.

but i wont let myself break down ever again. not like this anyway.. i think its because i've been thinking so much and things all happen at the same time.. i guess it's life, but why does life have to do this to me? why doesnt life let me take a break and be happy just for a little while. i know my situation isnt bad as everybody else's. but holycrap im sick of this mood changing, &

i wish there was a person, who would actually listen to me and make me feel a little bit better.. i'm missing that person and needing that person at the moment.. but i dont see that person anywhere. hmm, cant expect anything. it's life.



I'm not myself today.

xoadriana.



(To Infinity, & Beyond. )