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Wednesday, June 9, 2010 !@#$% 11:08 PM
soo.. have you ever tried to say something to someone and like your full holding your tears back but then you just suddenly burst out crying ? like fuck i hate that. well on tuesday i was telling my cousin something and like i was trying so hard not to cry but then i was like wdf i started crying and thats not like me. i dont normally cry but this hit me really hard and i just needed to talk to someone since i couldnt talk to my best friends or anyone else. so i had to speak to someone. omg so i was like talking right and then i kept on turning away cos i didnt wanna cry LOLOL. i feel like such a fag and like everyone was like omfg whats wrong adriana ? and everytime they ask me that it just made me felt worse. so yeah. omg i feel like a loser man. im not gonna tell you the reason but fuck it pisses me off badly. |