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Friday, June 25, 2010 !@#$% 12:52 AM
Day 03 - Your parents Dear mummy , I know I haven't been the daughter that you were expecting me to be. I've grown up. It's not the same anymore like when I was back in primary school. I hardly get straight A's anymore. I stay on the computer all day rather than doing my homework. I talk back. I don't listen. Ever since I hit highschool things began to change and I started to do the things that you warned me about. The things that I already witnessed in the past. I knew the consequences that I would face and that it would hurt you . That's why I used to tell myself that I wasn't going to repeat the past to put you both through hell again. I wanted to be the different daughter. I wanted to be the one who would do good in school and make it all the way. Make you proud of me. But it's not exactly easy for me since being a teenager is the hardest part. But its been 5 years since you passed, and i know that your still here with me. you stayed right by me and forgave me for my mistakes. It might've been difficult since maybe some of the things that I have done didn't deserve forgiveness. But it's because you believe in me and know that I'll learn from my mistakes and get past it all. You want me to focus on what's more important so that I will get the future that will make me happy. Make you happy. I know. I'm trying now. Thanks for everything ♥ P.S: & im sorry for all the things i've done in the past. i wish i could of known better and be a better daughter to you. i wish you were here so i can make it up to you but im sorry and i miss you very much. please forgive me. i PROMISE you that ill be a better person. Much love, your daughter, Adriana Ra. |