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emotions comeback intervention time


Monday, May 10, 2010 !@#$% 5:32 AM

You're Disappearing

As each day, hour, minute, second passes by. As much I hate to admit it, without your presence here, you’re slowly drifting away from my mind. I tried to hold on to each memory we had, but they’re fading away little by little. At times I still wish I could remember them vividly like I once used to, but everything that has to do with you is all becoming a blur. You’re slowly disappearing.. Every trace of you is slowly being erased. I don’t want to let go of you just yet, but I guess that I’m no longer in control. My mind is taking over and deciding what’s best for me. I really guess this is it. The final goodbye, if only you could have still given me that closure that I needed. You were a once a gentle breeze that flew near me, and now you left me. Meeting you, knowing you, seeing you. It’s all so unexpected. And especially, falling for you.. I never would have imagined that, but it did.. I have gotten so use to you. Without you now.. Something just doesn’t feels right, like there is an emptiness. But that emptiness, that gap, that space. It is vanishing and being filled. You were once the center thought of my mind, but now, not any longer. Every time you appear right in front of me, right in front of my own eyes. I can see you.. But me.. You could never see me. I was never in your sight or direction to even begin with…


(To Infinity, & Beyond. )