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Tuesday, May 4, 2010 !@#$% 3:44 AM
STATE OF MIND.
I probably should be studying right now, correction; I know I should be studying right now. But sometimes, life gets the most of us. I’m in a state of mind that causes me confusion and lack of concentration. Incompetent to focus or process anything. I wish I knew what to do. I wish I could fix things. But the things that cause me most worry are beyond possibilities of being mended. And they’re the things that get me down the most. I normally have morals that I strive toward; one of which suits this situation the most is “Let life take its course”. I’ve been using that for a while now, and everything just seems to repeat itself over and over. As well as the constant build up of workload. It’s like a mentality that forces one to be naive and prone to misery. I feel naive for letting life take its course so much. I should have shown some initiative to fix it if I was capable. I thought things would be fine if I left it; things will mend themselves. Sadly, society today has come to a point where complex situations are in need of human initiative and no longer, by nature’s law, bring itself back to its equilibrium. It’s positive feedback repetitively doing it’s thing, and I’m sick of it. I don’t intend for anything to change. I have exams and assignments on my back and the last thing I should do is let my emotions get me down. LOL i dont know what im talking about, so you shouldnt either :L |
