Something i wrote two days ago.. damn I was one depressed bitch.
Here are your gifts, I don’t want them anymore.
They’re just a painful reminder of what you threw out the door.
You left me with nothing but broken promises and lies.
Why won’t you notice the pain in my eyes?
You promised me forever, you said you’d be there.
And I truly thought that you’d always care.
But thanks for the memories, they’re all in my heart.
Even though it’s killing me to see us apart.
I don’t want to believe that your decision is made.
All this time I thought our love will never fade.
But what’s done is done, I have to move on.
Even though all I want to do is hold on to what’s already gone.
Wake me from this nightmare, tell me this is all fake.
I want you to tell me it was all a big mistake.
How am I supposed to breathe if you are not here?
Who’s gonna comfort me through my frights and fears?
You were the reason that I laugh and smile.
You were the one who made my life worthwhile.
If you’re not here, how am I supposed to live?
I won’t ever forget but I will forgive.
Forgive you for the tears and heartbreak you gave me.
Maybe I’m nothing to you now but a memory.
Just keep me in your heart cause that’s where I’ll forever stay.
All I can do now is just hope and pray.
Pray for you to love me and change your mind.
And that you’ll love me till the end of time.
But that’s all just a wish that’ll never come true.
You’ll never love me the way I love you.
I know feelings change but the memories will always be there.
So thanks for everything we ever shared.