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Monday, May 24, 2010 !@#$% 1:13 AM
so strange how things work .. like at one stange everythings alright , great just fine. and the next everything just stuffs up. i never said i didnt believe you ; ofcourse i believe you .. you just never believe me in return i seriously thought going back to you will make a significant change ; like us not arguing and fighting like theres no tomorrow.. i dont know why we're like this ; but all i know is that we`re not going anywhere but drifting apart , i wish he knew how much i actually love him ; and how much i seriously hate being in fights with him. The fights are seriously unnecessary its like basically over nothing but little things that becomes , somehow into a massive issue. you do know that im trying , you do know that im tired . but somehow you i wanna hear how much you actually love me and how much you really care. but you never seen to show it , why ? why dont you ever show me how you feel inside ? i can't believe how much we fight and argue its just seriously over the top .. =/ i just wish that we would stop fighting and help eachother .. not just one person do everything everytime i fight with you , the moment of feeling the anger and aggressiveness i feel that i can live without you .. but really , my minds telling me a lie ; it was only a amount of time being that we fighted..after you hang up i feel that i cant live without you I Think That Im to Attached to You .. i hope things work out like the way we both wanted .... because right now im dying to know that you`d help me with this .. that im not working alone. =/ |