so here i am , looking at the guy i most love starring at him watching him every step. i tried to avoid him though its hard to accomplish.i`d try to talk to him but the words seems to never come out.i've always got angry at myself for not being able to say the words i wanted too.oh how stupid i was he was standing right in front of me ! and yet i let my opportunity slip away. i once spotted him starring at me , he gave me a warm smile and glanced away. oh how happy i was that day seeing him smiling my way made my day so much brighter. at the dance night as i walked into the hall i saw him standing with his mates , seeing from the side of my eye sights him whispering to his mates next to him something amusing.i wondered if it was about me , about how i looked tonight. i handed my ticket to the teachers infront of the hall , smiled and walked into the hall confidently.already i can feel that it was going to be a beautiful night. i walked and met up with my friends.standing there glancing around trying to spot him hearing many gossip and compliment eachother on how they looked. i spotted him ! he was starring at me again ; i felt butterflies , my nerves were about to pop ; my blood was overwhelming. he then walked my way i couldnt do anything but starred at him blankly while he walked towards me."Hey , would you like to dance? " he asked me with the sweetest smile ever. i accepted his invitation for the dance and walked with him , right by his side to the dance floor. he then held my hips and i wrapped my fingers around his neck starring into his eyes he then kept smiling. his smile made me melt , right then it felt like it was only me & him .. in the world together alone. it was the most wonderful night ive ever had. after the dance he held my hands , walked me outside to the balcony and starred into my eyes. i gave him a smile and slipped out my feelings for him. " i really like you , i liked you from the start .. " i confessed as i smiled at him happily. he starred at me , paused and laughed finishing with a smile . i was confused , very confused on why he was laughing. i questioned him " why are you laughing ? whats so funny? " he then grabbed me and kissed me . i didnt expect it to happen , right then everything around me was uncontrollable , butterflies rushed in my body . he grabbed me tightly and told me how beautilful i was tonight . he then asked me , the question ive been longing to hear . " will you be my girlfriend ? " after he asked i paused feeling the moment of wanting to faint with happiness i answered him right away . saturday night , i was texting him . the feeling of him being mine was the greatest. i couldnt stop thinking about him ; after texting him telling him how much i miss his touch i decided to fold colour`ed paper stars and hearts to fit the jar that had love quotes on it. thinking of when i finish i'd give it to him to show him how much i love him , i didnt sleep i wanted to finish it so i could give it to him when i see him next. i didnt eat , go out or anything but texted him and continued folding my paper hearts and stars. it was the end of sunday night when i finally finished i then decided to text him , giving him hints that i have something for him tomorrow morning , " baby i have a suprise for you ! im sure you`ll like it i took my time doing it you'll see tomorrow morning at school , i love you so much ! miss you more than ever there was nothing left for me .. he broke me , hurt me deeply..
Just a story i wanted to write , because i was bored LOL
takecares readers (: xo
