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Sunday, May 16, 2010 !@#$% 1:18 AM
Remember

Sometimes I remember, I remember those days. And I think how, well good they were? Besides the ending.. besides the stumbles.. they were good? Well some of them anyway.

Don’t you just miss having that person there for you whenever you need them. Don’t you just miss the way they’d call you up whenever somethings up, or would as if you were alright when something happened? When you needed a shoulder to cry on, they’d be there. When you needed help deciding something.. anything in fact.

The way you’d hold them tight, and never let go. The way you said bye to them, was as if you were never going to see them again. But in fact, you would see them the next day.. or even later on in the day.

And when they just call you to say goodnight? Or goodmorning? Or even goodafternoon? Miss them texting you 24/7. Even if its the smallest text, but the point being they texted you?

Well me? Sometimes, I just think. And miss those days.. I mean. Sometimes I just want someone to be there for me, to do all those things. But I don’t want it to ever end. I want an eternity, someone to be my forever; for me to be there lifetime. I want someone that will never hurt me.. that will never get hurt.

Sometimes I think I have that person.. that I’ve found that person. But I guess I haven’t yet.. Or have I? I don’t know really know if he’s the one.. probably not. I always think this about alot of guys.. but I don’t even know if I like this guy.. so probably no.

I want to find that person, even if I don’t go out with them.. if I’m not with them. But I want to find them, so I can tell them goodnight, and wish them a good day. To take care and say I love you.. even if they don’t feel the same. I just want someone.

There was this guy before.. man I had the biggest crush on him. I like was totally in love with him for like about ? cant remember anyways. And I didn’t even talk to him.. Damn I remember those days, sometimes I just want those days back. Even if I didn’t talk to him. I still was in love with him, and I really thought he was the one. And now I think, is he the one? Dayum.



(To Infinity, & Beyond. )