sometimes you just need to cry and be sad ;
you need to break down and be torn apart ,
you need to learn how to pick yourself up ,
&put yourself back together.
sometimes , the only way to be happy ,
is to give in to sadness first.
cause without sadness , there's not happiness -
&without that , you would never learn to smile.
you know what , i was actually gonna be bothered with describing everything thats happened since friday. but now .. just fuck it all. :D im sick of crying , sick of faking , sick of your lies , sick of wishing , sick of trying , sick of letting the same things happen over &over again , sick of putting up with yous all the time , sick of everything .. do yous really assume my world never crashes ? do yous really think i dont know anything you say ? do yous really think i can always cope with all your shit ? do yous really expect me to never fall apart ? .. fuck my life
kthanksbye.