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emotions comeback intervention time

Sunday, May 16, 2010 !@#$% 1:24 AM

LIKE FUCK RIGHT ?

What am I suppose to do if I can’t even tell that person what’s really going on, what’s really happening with me.. What’s stopping me and going through my head? It’s Kay. No it’s not.. it will never be okay. Because there’ll never be an end. Whether it be different person.. the same situation is still there. And I don’t even know how to pass the situation. Because I don’t know what to do.. That’s the bottom line. And no one else that I’ve talked to knows what to do. So tell me this; what would you do if you were in the same situation as me, and no one not even you knew what to do. And you couldn’t even tell that person it involves what’s happening.. because all it will do is make everything much worse and much harder for me and them. But if I keep this a secret.. and won’t let them find out; only I’ll suffer by not telling them. But I can let them get over it easier.. sure it will take time. But in time it’ll happen. But the one thing I don’t want to happen is to lose the most valuable thing; friendship. We’re tight. Really tight, I don’t want this small incident to wreck everything we have. And never talk once again. I don’t want them to find out I even know what’s going on; because I figure things out. I know a lot of things. I haven’t even talked to you today.. I don’t even know what to say after the last words I got from you. I don’t even know if I have the right to talk to you.. If you want to talk to me? Do you? Do I? I seriously gotta study, but I’ve been studying since I got home. I wasn’t going to go online only because I didn’t want to talk to really anyone. Because seriously, I’m not in the mood. I’m not in the mood for socializing, I’m not in the mood for anymore meetups. Fuck that, fuck that shit. They’re epic without me. So I won’t go.. I gotta study anyway. Because my lifes already fucked in several ways. So if I fuck my grades.. shit.

(To Infinity, & Beyond. )

Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 1:24 AM

LIKE FUCK RIGHT ?

What am I suppose to do if I can’t even tell that person what’s really going on, what’s really happening with me.. What’s stopping me and going through my head? It’s Kay. No it’s not.. it will never be okay. Because there’ll never be an end. Whether it be different person.. the same situation is still there. And I don’t even know how to pass the situation. Because I don’t know what to do.. That’s the bottom line. And no one else that I’ve talked to knows what to do. So tell me this; what would you do if you were in the same situation as me, and no one not even you knew what to do. And you couldn’t even tell that person it involves what’s happening.. because all it will do is make everything much worse and much harder for me and them. But if I keep this a secret.. and won’t let them find out; only I’ll suffer by not telling them. But I can let them get over it easier.. sure it will take time. But in time it’ll happen. But the one thing I don’t want to happen is to lose the most valuable thing; friendship. We’re tight. Really tight, I don’t want this small incident to wreck everything we have. And never talk once again. I don’t want them to find out I even know what’s going on; because I figure things out. I know a lot of things. I haven’t even talked to you today.. I don’t even know what to say after the last words I got from you. I don’t even know if I have the right to talk to you.. If you want to talk to me? Do you? Do I? I seriously gotta study, but I’ve been studying since I got home. I wasn’t going to go online only because I didn’t want to talk to really anyone. Because seriously, I’m not in the mood. I’m not in the mood for socializing, I’m not in the mood for anymore meetups. Fuck that, fuck that shit. They’re epic without me. So I won’t go.. I gotta study anyway. Because my lifes already fucked in several ways. So if I fuck my grades.. shit.

(To Infinity, & Beyond. )