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Sunday, May 30, 2010 !@#$% 2:34 AM
 Key to my heart. SUNDAY, MAY 30, 2010 I hate the mornings Cause I know what they bring You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving And it sounds so selfish But i can’t help but think That if you knew how much i needed you You’d stay cause I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I’ve had enough I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night its way too much..♪ hmms.. how shall i start todays post ? to tell yous , i dont feel very happy today . so many things going through my head & i can't believe how much im going crazy over it . sometimes i just feel like giving up on everything you know ? ; because i`ve tried so hard to make it work & still we always turn back to this point , where we bothignore eachother . you always play your avoiding game .. & really i hate it . i just dont know how to feel or what to do anymore .. really , things tody have bothered me for the whole entire day i couldnt even concentrate properly. but ohwells readers ! i`ll be fine (: hopefully i`ll get over my depression of today . hmm. lets just say , i think today's weather goes with my mood . im feeling cold & stressed out . its been dark today the sun didnt really come out . Stayed home fucken had to read a book for english its really boring but i have to read it cos of a exam coming up. wish me luck have to fucken finish it by tomorrow and im only on page 150 and theres like 400 something pages to go :L Take care readers |