As for my friends..well i used to have them. You know, the ones you can talk to, and rely on. but everyones changed. what happened to forever ? and the promises ? dont fucken say them if you dont mean it. day by day i can feel everyone slipping away and i think to myself ? whys this happening ? is it them or is it just me being a failure all around. I can't seem to do anything right. Anything. I have nothing to look forward to in life, and I feel like even if i do have something to look forward to, my brain just asks whats the point?