I HATE PEOPLE WHO LABEL PEOPLE AS "TB":
waht is tb anyways ? is it even a real word ? its kinda strange really because like a word that doesnt even exist in the worlds dictionary is being used like everyday.. WHY? because people these days who label people as "tb" are pretty stupid . personally .. i think that people who call others TB are actually what so call "tb" themselves . people now can't wear what they like do what they want because of the word "tb" whats wrong with tb`s anyways ? their people too and their not bad . its just another name for a style ? why make such a big deal about people being tbs? i seriously feel sorry for a few of my friends who get labelled as tbs . becaue personally i think their not bad .. their actually really good people at least their more mature than the people who call people tb . i feel sorry for them because they did jackshit and they have to suffer and go through people calling them tb because of what they wear . there shouldnt be a reason for people to be labelling people . like emos whats wrong with them ? their people also so why talk shit about them .. its just the matter of fact that their slitly different and act different than you doesnt mean you can go around teasing and labelling people . like seriously fucking grow up already be more mature .

I HATE PEOPLE WHO CHANGE IN A BAD WAY:
its wierd how you once knew someone .. thinking they would never ever change not in this century anyway . but it turns out the complete opposite . its different because you dont feel as comfortable as you were witht them before . and you wonder why they have changed so much from before.. just 4 weeks not seeing them everything is suddenly changing.but its changing in a bad way not a good way .. changing to the point where it pisses me off everytime i see that person around.i dont even know who she is anymore .. like it isnt her anymore . i feel used everytime it comes to talking to her . she'd invite me out because so the "other" person wont be lonley . like im not her slave you know ? i do have feelings and a life . not like i can be there for her to slave me around. no It fucking isnt like that . and yea , she still doesnt know . she continously ditches me when she tells me to go somewhere with her . and when i do go feeling excited to see her . she only hugs me then leaves to go somewhere else. hmm .. i feel so uncomfortable around her like i can't tell anything to anymore.and when im feeling down you never ask if im ohkay anymore . when before you use to all the time . you use to talk to me on msn but now its like barely actually never unless you need something. ahh fuck it & fuck you .

I HATE STUCK UP PEOPLE :
who cares if you have this and that . like anyone cares . because i dont and im sick of your shit im sick of hearing you tell everyone you got this got that but you broke it or lost it . i dont give a fuck . you can classify yourself as rich becasue to me your not. your just showing off and acting like your above everyone.i dont need to know what you have because really i dont fucking care.because if i were you i'd use the money i spent on useless shit to charity to someone who really needs the money to live and survive . what ever i dont care . if you have this and that then GOOD FOR YOU keep it to yourself the world doesnt need to know about what you have and how much money you get . because i aint gonna call you rich because your not to me . even if you are your just a normal person like everyone else its not like if your rich i`ll treat you differently than other people . err no . you got that wrong . so seriously shut the fuck up about you being rich .

I HATE 2 FACE PEOPLE:
i hate when it you have a friend who acts really nice towards you when no one else is around . but when it comes to a group they turn into a bitch and act like they dont want you around or something like that . i hate when that happens it pisses me off . and i know alot of people who are like that. but i dont care about them because obviously they dont mean shit to me . i`ll only keep those who are worth the keep not those who act like a 2 face bitch. because thats just a waste of my time sitting here and taking all you`re 2 face shit . and its not like i need you anyways . so like i wouldnt care if i lost you or not .

I HATE IT WHEN MUM RAGES FOR NO REASON:
eeeeh . i get this shit like everyday . like my mum just randomly rages for no fucking reason like theres no tomorrow ==" like the worlds gonna end so she decideds to rage hardkore over really..nothing. but whats the point of it? when i didnt do shit then she rages for no reason . she blames it on her "period" but seriously i look after myself too and like i do help to do shit and shes saying i dont when i do ? its not like you stay home with me everyday caring for me and shit . i feel like im living alone . so dont fucking give me the shit " i do everything for you and you do nothing " because its really the other way around . i try not to make you angry at me by helping out and asking if your ohkay when your angry or upset . but you always fucking put me down and leave me shattered all the time . im sick of that shit and im sick of you telling at me for no reason why not yell at your boyfriend? why me? im not a robot i have feelings and a heart . and i do get hurt by what you say because seriously if you dont want me here with you .. then im i`ll effing leave . because i dont feel wanted here anyway so like theres no use on staying here if im going to be treated like shit . because i`m a human im your daughter not some fucking homeless person on the street that you just picked up because you felt sorry for . ffs.

I HATE FIGHTS
fights fights fights ! i hate fights , for some reason im always involve in some fight .. not physically but emotionally . and i dont even know why the fight just happens and it leads me somewhere where i dont wanna be like leaving me crying .. feeling hurt and strange . i cant stand fighting anymore because i fight with someone about something like nearly everyday .. and it hurts me when i do fight with my mum or even anymore .. because then it feels like im losing them slowly. i hate feeling pain .. its the most worstest place to be . if i could run away from it i`d run away from it very far . but you see i cant .. fights just happen for no reason maybe over little things .. i try to avoid fights as much as possible but it ends up happening anyway. some days everywhere i turn theres always someone thats pissed at me or is fight with me .. like im sick of running after everyone , i really cant stand doing that anymore ; i do have feelings and im always running after them all the time . apologising for something i didnt do . im just sick of doing that im sick of being the bone where anyone can chuck me around or break me anytime they feel like it .

I HATE PEOPLE WHO CALL ME STUPiD:
i get it ! im fucking stupid how many people have to tell me ? i already know i am so stops shoving it into my face . and its not like your perfect and you know everything either . its about learning to become smarter and thats what im doing . i believe in myself on doing something and all you people just always let me down on your words " omg your stupid you`ll never get anywhere" like fucking shut up . at least im trying . so stop saying im stupid because i know i am and im not stupid enough to keep sitting here listening to yous all calling me stupid once again i have feelings . i dont just sit there happily listening to you calling me stupid. gosh .. once day i`ll prove to you all that called me stupid that i can be smart .. i can succeed in things i wanna be or do . so like if you have a life and your not black hearted you'd understand and believe that i can do it instead of always insulting me about me being stupid and behind everyone else.. i already get it ; im the most stupidest person on earth .. there ; i said it now fucking shut up .


I HATE BITCHES:
stop bitching about people go find something else good to occupy yourself with instead of just bitching about people behind their backs. seriously stop backstabbing its not like i dont know that you do it so like if you wanna say shit about me why not do it to my face? instead of hiding around bitching about me to other people that know me? like wdf.. your lame , when you think your all topshit talking about people saying your above everyone and shit . your not , your actually below everyone because your treating people like shit so your the shit yourself.and if your not a pussy then you'd come and say it to my face . because right now your acting like a pussy . talking about me behind my back when you know i`ll find out anyway .. geez grow some balls .


sorry readers for the course language and stuff in this post ,
and i wrote this because i was feeling angry and pissed off . well was.
& when it comes to be being angry or upset theres really no one here for me
.. hmm ohwells i dont mind i cant rely on people i gotta rely on myself..

I HATE PEOPLE WHO LABEL PEOPLE AS "TB":
waht is tb anyways ? is it even a real word ? its kinda strange really because like a word that doesnt even exist in the worlds dictionary is being used like everyday.. WHY? because people these days who label people as "tb" are pretty stupid . personally .. i think that people who call others TB are actually what so call "tb" themselves . people now can't wear what they like do what they want because of the word "tb" whats wrong with tb`s anyways ? their people too and their not bad . its just another name for a style ? why make such a big deal about people being tbs? i seriously feel sorry for a few of my friends who get labelled as tbs . becaue personally i think their not bad .. their actually really good people at least their more mature than the people who call people tb . i feel sorry for them because they did jackshit and they have to suffer and go through people calling them tb because of what they wear . there shouldnt be a reason for people to be labelling people . like emos whats wrong with them ? their people also so why talk shit about them .. its just the matter of fact that their slitly different and act different than you doesnt mean you can go around teasing and labelling people . like seriously fucking grow up already be more mature .

I HATE PEOPLE WHO CHANGE IN A BAD WAY:
its wierd how you once knew someone .. thinking they would never ever change not in this century anyway . but it turns out the complete opposite . its different because you dont feel as comfortable as you were witht them before . and you wonder why they have changed so much from before.. just 4 weeks not seeing them everything is suddenly changing.but its changing in a bad way not a good way .. changing to the point where it pisses me off everytime i see that person around.i dont even know who she is anymore .. like it isnt her anymore . i feel used everytime it comes to talking to her . she'd invite me out because so the "other" person wont be lonley . like im not her slave you know ? i do have feelings and a life . not like i can be there for her to slave me around. no It fucking isnt like that . and yea , she still doesnt know . she continously ditches me when she tells me to go somewhere with her . and when i do go feeling excited to see her . she only hugs me then leaves to go somewhere else. hmm .. i feel so uncomfortable around her like i can't tell anything to anymore.and when im feeling down you never ask if im ohkay anymore . when before you use to all the time . you use to talk to me on msn but now its like barely actually never unless you need something. ahh fuck it & fuck you .

I HATE STUCK UP PEOPLE :
who cares if you have this and that . like anyone cares . because i dont and im sick of your shit im sick of hearing you tell everyone you got this got that but you broke it or lost it . i dont give a fuck . you can classify yourself as rich becasue to me your not. your just showing off and acting like your above everyone.i dont need to know what you have because really i dont fucking care.because if i were you i'd use the money i spent on useless shit to charity to someone who really needs the money to live and survive . what ever i dont care . if you have this and that then GOOD FOR YOU keep it to yourself the world doesnt need to know about what you have and how much money you get . because i aint gonna call you rich because your not to me . even if you are your just a normal person like everyone else its not like if your rich i`ll treat you differently than other people . err no . you got that wrong . so seriously shut the fuck up about you being rich .

I HATE 2 FACE PEOPLE:
i hate when it you have a friend who acts really nice towards you when no one else is around . but when it comes to a group they turn into a bitch and act like they dont want you around or something like that . i hate when that happens it pisses me off . and i know alot of people who are like that. but i dont care about them because obviously they dont mean shit to me . i`ll only keep those who are worth the keep not those who act like a 2 face bitch. because thats just a waste of my time sitting here and taking all you`re 2 face shit . and its not like i need you anyways . so like i wouldnt care if i lost you or not .

I HATE IT WHEN MUM RAGES FOR NO REASON:
eeeeh . i get this shit like everyday . like my mum just randomly rages for no fucking reason like theres no tomorrow ==" like the worlds gonna end so she decideds to rage hardkore over really..nothing. but whats the point of it? when i didnt do shit then she rages for no reason . she blames it on her "period" but seriously i look after myself too and like i do help to do shit and shes saying i dont when i do ? its not like you stay home with me everyday caring for me and shit . i feel like im living alone . so dont fucking give me the shit " i do everything for you and you do nothing " because its really the other way around . i try not to make you angry at me by helping out and asking if your ohkay when your angry or upset . but you always fucking put me down and leave me shattered all the time . im sick of that shit and im sick of you telling at me for no reason why not yell at your boyfriend? why me? im not a robot i have feelings and a heart . and i do get hurt by what you say because seriously if you dont want me here with you .. then im i`ll effing leave . because i dont feel wanted here anyway so like theres no use on staying here if im going to be treated like shit . because i`m a human im your daughter not some fucking homeless person on the street that you just picked up because you felt sorry for . ffs.

I HATE FIGHTS
fights fights fights ! i hate fights , for some reason im always involve in some fight .. not physically but emotionally . and i dont even know why the fight just happens and it leads me somewhere where i dont wanna be like leaving me crying .. feeling hurt and strange . i cant stand fighting anymore because i fight with someone about something like nearly everyday .. and it hurts me when i do fight with my mum or even anymore .. because then it feels like im losing them slowly. i hate feeling pain .. its the most worstest place to be . if i could run away from it i`d run away from it very far . but you see i cant .. fights just happen for no reason maybe over little things .. i try to avoid fights as much as possible but it ends up happening anyway. some days everywhere i turn theres always someone thats pissed at me or is fight with me .. like im sick of running after everyone , i really cant stand doing that anymore ; i do have feelings and im always running after them all the time . apologising for something i didnt do . im just sick of doing that im sick of being the bone where anyone can chuck me around or break me anytime they feel like it .

I HATE PEOPLE WHO CALL ME STUPiD:
i get it ! im fucking stupid how many people have to tell me ? i already know i am so stops shoving it into my face . and its not like your perfect and you know everything either . its about learning to become smarter and thats what im doing . i believe in myself on doing something and all you people just always let me down on your words " omg your stupid you`ll never get anywhere" like fucking shut up . at least im trying . so stop saying im stupid because i know i am and im not stupid enough to keep sitting here listening to yous all calling me stupid once again i have feelings . i dont just sit there happily listening to you calling me stupid. gosh .. once day i`ll prove to you all that called me stupid that i can be smart .. i can succeed in things i wanna be or do . so like if you have a life and your not black hearted you'd understand and believe that i can do it instead of always insulting me about me being stupid and behind everyone else.. i already get it ; im the most stupidest person on earth .. there ; i said it now fucking shut up .


I HATE BITCHES:
stop bitching about people go find something else good to occupy yourself with instead of just bitching about people behind their backs. seriously stop backstabbing its not like i dont know that you do it so like if you wanna say shit about me why not do it to my face? instead of hiding around bitching about me to other people that know me? like wdf.. your lame , when you think your all topshit talking about people saying your above everyone and shit . your not , your actually below everyone because your treating people like shit so your the shit yourself.and if your not a pussy then you'd come and say it to my face . because right now your acting like a pussy . talking about me behind my back when you know i`ll find out anyway .. geez grow some balls .


sorry readers for the course language and stuff in this post ,
and i wrote this because i was feeling angry and pissed off . well was.
& when it comes to be being angry or upset theres really no one here for me
.. hmm ohwells i dont mind i cant rely on people i gotta rely on myself..