I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving
And it sounds so selfish
But i can’t help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You’d stay cause

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much..♪


hmms.. how shall i start todays post ? to tell yous , i dont feel very happy today . so many things going through my head & i can't believe how much im going crazy over it . sometimes i just feel like giving up on everything you know ? ; because i`ve tried so hard to make it work & still we always turn back to this point , where we both ignore eachother . you always play your avoiding game .. & really i hate it . i just dont know how to feel or what to do anymore .. really , things tody have bothered me for the whole entire day i couldnt even concentrate properly. but ohwells readers ! i`ll be fine (: hopefully i`ll get over my depression of today . hmm.

Anyways, i think todays weather goes with my mood. im feeling cold and stressed out. its been dark and gloomy today. "gloomy" as most of you's would describe me. just fucken hate that word. if you think im gloomy i dont think you know me at all. so therefore it was cold and i didnt really do anything much. just stayed home in my blanket watching movies like, notebook, titanic, the spy next door and some other movies. LOL i've been very grumpy today. woke up half asleep walk down the stairs and fall :L , fark and get so pissed and chuck a tantrum around the house then go upstairs and sleep again. ROFLMAO OH YEAH THATS MY THANG.

anyways imma go and not bore you anymore.

I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving
And it sounds so selfish
But i can’t help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You’d stay cause

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I’ve had enough
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night
its way too much..♪


hmms.. how shall i start todays post ? to tell yous , i dont feel very happy today . so many things going through my head & i can't believe how much im going crazy over it . sometimes i just feel like giving up on everything you know ? ; because i`ve tried so hard to make it work & still we always turn back to this point , where we both ignore eachother . you always play your avoiding game .. & really i hate it . i just dont know how to feel or what to do anymore .. really , things tody have bothered me for the whole entire day i couldnt even concentrate properly. but ohwells readers ! i`ll be fine (: hopefully i`ll get over my depression of today . hmm.

Anyways, i think todays weather goes with my mood. im feeling cold and stressed out. its been dark and gloomy today. "gloomy" as most of you's would describe me. just fucken hate that word. if you think im gloomy i dont think you know me at all. so therefore it was cold and i didnt really do anything much. just stayed home in my blanket watching movies like, notebook, titanic, the spy next door and some other movies. LOL i've been very grumpy today. woke up half asleep walk down the stairs and fall :L , fark and get so pissed and chuck a tantrum around the house then go upstairs and sleep again. ROFLMAO OH YEAH THATS MY THANG.

anyways imma go and not bore you anymore.