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Sunday, April 11, 2010 !@#$% 7:48 PM
Dear you ; I dont know if you’ll ever read this but I’m just gonna let everything out here . I wanted to tell you everything i`m feeling right now cause i can’t keep it anymore, it’s eating me alive . I’m sorry, for starting this shit . I guess i probably shouldve decided not to fall for you this hard if i knew it would hurt me like this. Don`t hate me but i still have feelings for you . I’m sorry, ive been trying so hard to forget about you but it hurts too much,. i don’t know what i’m doing with my life. i can`t fall out of love with you; i`m sorry i`m sorry i`m sorry i`m not strong enough to force myself to not love you. i mean seriously, it’s hard not to fall for such an amazing guy like you. you’re smart, funny, nice, caring, cute, loving, and so much more things i cannot describe; you`re just simply amazing. i just don`t know what to do. help me if you will. cause i know you don’t feel the same way, you never have and probably never will. but just teach me. teach me how to fall out of love cause this hurts me to the core of my heart |