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Thursday, April 29, 2010 !@#$% 2:40 AM
Clueless or what?You are really clueless. I don’t know if you’re actually that clueless or if you just don’t bother thinking. Sometimes I find it unfair that I always give in to you. I don’t understand how it makes any remote sense. YOU sook to ME when I’M the one mad at YOU. WHAT THE HELL?! And then I give in… And then we make up. I don’t find myself that difficult to understand. I am straight forward with you. Sometimes I tip around the corners to hint things to you but you just don’t get it… I know I gotta be patient with you cause you’re plain s-l-o-w. What’s the point of a relationship where a person has to TELL the other person. What they want, what they need blah, blah. You know I frequently tell you but I get tired of it. Sometimes you should just pick it up and know. Like me. I pick up all the tiny bits of you, bits I bet you don’t even notice yourself. What I’m saying is… I don’t always want to be the “giver”. I don’t want this to be one sided. I’m sick of it. I’m trying to be patient but I’m sick of it. No one is that clueless. No one is that dumb. I’m sick of always being the one giving endlessly to you whilst you just sit there and take it. Sometimes I think you might take that for granted. I always have to be the one to initiate everything. You don’t even know how to comfort me when I’m sad. Nor do you know how to react when I’m angry. Nevertheless it’s an obstacle I know we’ll try to work through together. I know we can try but I can’t put in the effort for YOU. You need to put your own effort in. You are so clueless boy. |