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emotions comeback intervention time


Tuesday, March 30, 2010 !@#$% 5:01 AM

Have you ever wondered why I'm so lonely or better yet, why I don't admit that I'm lonely? Well, it's because if I do, everyone will think that something is wrong with me. They'll think to themselves "I have people in my life, why don't you?" But the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone. No one knows that better than I do. Everyday I walk out of the house with a mask permanently strapped to my face. I pretend that nothing is wrong and that I'm not lonely, when in fact I am the loneliest person on this planet. Behind every smile or laughter is nothing but doubt, behind every "LOL" or "ROFLMFAO" is tragedy. I'm lying to myself and the ones I love all around me. No matter how many friends I have or how much fun I have in a day, it's just not enough. I still feel as though I'm missing something. I keep dreaming of you, I'm dreaming you're right in the blue and I am right beside you.


(To Infinity, & Beyond. )